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為何台灣人 PO 文永遠宅 PTT!!! 大哭

難怪我覺得來看我部落格的拜訪人物 一直都為此這人數 但沒人留言我也不知你是誰 科科

一個PO文也只不過一兩行～ 我這一個 PO 文不只

為何為何為何 PTT 黑暗暗的! 嗚嗚 (誤)

anyway 看男排比賽永遠是開心的

看到他們今天輸了，還是微笑，我也沒有太難過

加上今天晴朗舒服耶

但拜託下次那件事不要說哪麼大聲好不好 = =

“李雙應該已經把剩下十五分都記下了” fuuuuuuuuuuuu 人家都聽得到欸!!! @_@ (難過) (推敬智頭)ㄍㄧㄚˊ 溪郎

今天體育課練球練得非常開心

效率當然比不上練球時間但還是一樣 good

傍晚爸爸到台北把美國的東東運給我 真是 超 好

科科我爸什麼時候回到台灣我都不知 真是不孝順的女兒阿我

明天和獸醫系打友誼賽 good!

後天跨年～ 那天去看看阿嬤吧 借不到教室我們大一就悄悄瀰漫漁房吧～

還有!! 大一我們要快排戲啦啦啦啦啦啦已經快來不及了!! 三驗逼近呀呀呀 (江奕賢!!!)

唷～ 累了，寫報告 study 時間 李雙 out!

071

I hope no one clicks on this, because I accidentally deleted two of my own posts, and I'm writing them both again to act as fillers because my numbers no longer match up... and also because I'm OCD enough to want to correct them. This is a post. Hope you're having a good day.

070

I hope no one clicks on this, because I accidentally deleted two of my own posts, and I'm writing them both again to act as fillers because my numbers no longer match up... and also because I'm OCD enough to want to correct them. This is a post. Hope you're having a good day.

069

today I...

woke up late, found my passport receipt (in my wallet, of all places!) after a frantic scouring of my entire dorm space, checked timetables for my return flight to California (I can't wait to go home T T), didn't go to volleyball practice (rain, I hate you on Sundays the most, let alone Christmas Day), facebooked with NTULS people (as per usual), listened to a lot of music, ate 7 for lunch, and I'm going to a party with 品淨 tonight.

Not productive. Something is wrong with this picture... other than that, not having to write 結報預報 is really 爽!

068

this post is messy because i don't have the energy to organize my thoughts.

two birthday celebrations today.
i was on edge until the minute i saw them coming back to the 系館
clue: how jonathan asked me to senior ball.
and everything was wonderful from there :) coffee cake and crew, thanks 展展 and 冠宇!

freshmen scriptwriters finally, finally started the new script.
we went up to the ninth floor and sat down with my macbook.
we stared into space for a long time.
we wrote two and a half scenes in one and a half hours.
not going to reveal anything just yet...
but anyone we pick as the new narrator is a poor, poor soul :)

friends
family
ntuls

ahhh you guys are so wonderful!

067

I almost forgot we haven't even started writing the new play script yet. schedules schedulesss /eyes prelim calendar warily... I made this calendar! Why am I not following it?! At this rate we might not produce a new script/actors in time for 三驗 waaaaaaaaah cries /frustrated

In addition:

» calculus quiz & bio midterm this week
» 跨年 plans and preparation
» plane tickets and passport issues and 生科盃 plans and winter break plot
» pamphlet translation by wednesday (yaaaaay definitely not sleeping tonight /kicks self)
» secret santa this friday
» piano practice, two hours/week
» scarves and hats to be completed
» finals (what are finals? 可以吃嗎)
» a million things I need to figure out for 男排
» volleyball + badminton practice 4+ times a week = I am going to die

Theoretically, my life should be sleep-deprived. Yet notice that 80% of these items are not academically-related. Oh Karen, you haven't changed.

066

hmmmm

mmm

聖誕之夜, NTULS Christmas Party select photos... I finally have a camera! 藍寶 lent his G11 to me, YES. Albeit the reason was so I could take pictures of the boys while they practice/play games (the latter is pretty much impossible, actually, because I'm keeping records during games), I asked for permission to take Christmas party pictures, and he said yes! I am so glad.

Joanna 江卓安, our class representative, and also one of the sweetest girls.


Sophomore band～ their covers were amazing!! Blew me away :)


阿彥 was the cutest thing :) he sang 你是我的天使 (to 妞妞, obviously... though he didn't point it out, despite humongous amounts of pressure from the audience) and his voice is so beautiful!


Sophomores :)


The outfit for B2ST's '숨' which the boys covered!


Better looking than the original guys, if you ask me.


章魚，our happy happy classmate, sadly, this picture was taken right after a severe "violation" -- thus the way his hands are posed.


After the party, we had a 火鍋 party, so a few of us headed to the supermarket down the street to buy food. Fact: riding a bicycle down a city street, still filled with taxis and motorcycles, at 12 AM is super, super scary... even more so when you're wearing a jean skirt and wedges x_x


陳毅安，the freshman volleyball beast!


Ahh, fun night :) Hopefully one of many more to come～

065

12/11/2010 Biology Lab Taipei Zoo Outing, photos by 黃馨儀.

在寒冷的天氣裡, 台灣突然變得多麼陌生啊!
從來沒有經驗過寒流的李雙
在孤獨的冷天
站在絕望的邊緣
但。。。

友情 微笑 握手 擁抱

是最大的幸福。

謝謝你們
在今年聖誕節
成為我的家庭
真的 感動

064

I don't have anything exceptionally exciting to say today (or recently, really), except for this...
congratulations to my little brother 小弟, 李丹 ...
for getting a 235 TWO THIRTY FIVE on his PSAT!

hey 弟弟, if you read this:
I almost died when Dad told me over Skype! freaking top one percent, WHAT A BEAST. I even told my roommates, I was so excited!! HAHA one of my roommates was like "WHAT THE FU**!!" and for the record, that's an extremely positive response, especially to something like this. :D Berkeley's all yours; just keep that GPA going! I miss you; I can't wait to go home and hug you and be all SQUEE!!! with you, like old times. I even miss our fights over absolutely nothing. Oh well, I miss you, period!! haha. 加油 ♥

063

每次上臉書看到憂鬱悶悶不樂的狀態... 會覺得很無奈
滿首頁都是絕望的氣氛, 很想幫忙輔助，但卻無辦法安慰
站在愉快及鬱悶的疆界, 我學到選愉快永遠是最好的選擇
我 沒辦法帶給你快樂 但 我有辦法站在你背後
擁抱你 支持你 聽你跟我解釋為難的地方
當你跌跤無力了 我會伸出一隻手 把你拉起來

不管你是誰 一定要記得
有時會覺得全世界反著你 猛烈無心的對著你
但總有一天春天會來 太陽會出來歡呼你
不要太早拋棄夢 讓自己夢想覆滅到黑暗遙遠的地方
繼續 繼續前進 because you can do it.

生活一定要找到 快樂 平衝的生活
我也非常努力地尋找
但 如果不加油 停住留在原位 這才是真正的失敗

大家
加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!

062

f a m i l y—

I could never ask for more than this. I'm so grateful, so lucky. And I am really very, very moved by everyone who told me "沒關係，我們陪你." However small those words mean, they mean so, so much to me.

In a place that is so foreign to me, a place I came to with not a single familiar face in sight, finding friends who are this wonderful is the greatest blessing in the world.

061

take one.........


aaaaand take two.

home seems so far away.

060

為什麼
一句話
就讓我心情變這麼差

其實不管我星期三有多麼的開心 －而且我今天非常開心
ABC 堂上國文課一定會把心情拉下來
最不喜歡上僑生國文課 受不了班上的同學
覺得周圍的人永遠無法跟我相處 就算班上有人想靠近我 我也馬上往後退一點興趣都沒有
個性 實在差太多了 看到有些學生上課的表現 真的很想走出去大叫
所以上課我不喜歡應該很正常

結果回到宿舍爸打電話給我
聊了一陣子 有的沒的
結果最後爸爸問我 “為什麼你都不問你奶奶的情況？”
讓後我就.................... I'm sorry?
“你很像沒感覺的樣子.”

是。喔! 其實我真的沒感覺。我從小到大很少跟我奶奶相處，你真的覺得我會有沈重的感覺嗎?
為何我每次打電話都一定要問一次? 我平常打過去都會問一問
一次不問就被 point out
為何?

心情不好了。great.

059

1. 聖誕卡寫不完了!!! 如果在這兩天內不送出去就不會準時到美國了啦... T T
/writing at top speed...

2. 今天真的好冷 溫度突然降低 但跟美東部來比這是小事
對我來講 其實跟舊金山區的冬天還溫暖一點 XD 所以... 也不會太在意
其實我很愛寒冷的天把全身包起來穿好幾件夾克出門 : ) 很溫暖的感覺
(特別是有跟朋友在一起的時候 覺得更溫暖!!)

3. 本來今天一開始很怪...
明明就睡了整整八個鐘頭早晨起床竟然熊貓眼有一寸長
QQ 這是哪招! 結果我微積分課遲到, 也很差勁 : (
唉 微積分上完我很無奈 但...

4. 晚上去練排球 真的心情變得好開心
手已經很癢了 碰到球我好哈匹～ : )
加上看男排在旁邊練心情也變好
練習結束老大把經理叫過去說有話要跟我們講 那我也想參加 所以我就快快收收操去聽～
老大說的話我好感動 到最後大家喊一二三謝謝經理 更感動
真的好愛男排隊員, 你們是最溫馨的家庭!!

5. 關於下面 058 PO 文 ... 真的不知該從那裡開始說故事 XD

大家一起加油 我也會用力加油!!

058

yesterday, and today.

very HIGH days.

mmm. I'll have a post about this when I come home. :)

057

其實我不想這樣
看到你 我會難過
本來以為 有辦法和你做朋友
為什麼這麼快就會有摩擦?

但 我覺得你得好好反省反省
為何我們關係現在冷冷的 為何大家對你的印象會變成這樣
一開始我覺得我有法幫忙你
覺得如果你願意改進，我可以支持你讓這條路走得順利點
但 我是不是錯了?

如果你要證明我幫忙你是對的
那你就好好想一想 你自己的態度對別人會有什麼種影響
想一想 你把朋友當什麼?

如果你不想證明 永遠會留在原位
那我最對不起的人 就是我自己

056

Time for a rename! I find I do this rather often, hopefully I can change that ...

I am not particularly fond of my blog name. I made it on a whim and without much thought; I actually never thought I'd be posting here so often. I've been trying to find a new name for a week or so now ;___; in the end I dug up a few of the old blog names I made, selected one, and decided on...

bonjourtaipei → interlights

For my lovely friends who have my blog bookmarked or remember it via URL, heads-up! :)

055

desktop, typical night :)
喔喔我開始變越來越像台灣人了 怎麼桌面全部都是中文 科科啦

054

I want...

。to buzz myself through the gates at 公館捷運站, jump on the MRT going anywhere, it doesn't matter; stop at a random stop, get off, come up and look around.
。to get on my bicycle and bike off campus and find a park where I can stop, sit down, and watch the sun go down while lying on the grass.
。to rush up the stairs to the thirteen floor of our 系館 at 10:00 at night with a blanket and a medium latte from Seven; sit with it cupped between my hands and watch the stars, with the Taipei 101 glowing in the distance; sit there for hours and not worry about a thing.
。to run away with you, holding your hand, laughing and smiling the entire way, as I always do with people I most love, the people who mean the most to me.

不知道該怎麼說
但 覺得生科 b99 真的好好
溫馨 熱血 high 快樂 微笑
真的 好愛你們
大家要加油 我們一起加油啦!

053

弟弟， 我好想你
看到你部落格 讀到你在學校的新消息 我真的好開心
好久沒有聽到你聲音了... 太久沒有通 Skype 了
但我知你一定功課忙翻了 所以我也盡量不吵你
等不及二月看到你和媽媽
會給你帶好多好多好吃的回家
I love you, hope you are well.

052

(現在應該是讀書或睡覺的時間，但今天實在很快樂，一定要先寫下來 以後要盡量這樣過生活)

今天早晨 6:03 起床 (用心的慧詩學姊竟然打了八通 morning call 給我... 害我好羞愧 T T)
去練羽球！雖然只有睡到 4 小時精神非常好，打了將近兩個小時
早上練球真的讚欸 那種感覺跟傍晚練完全不同
練完球去女九買早餐 我第一次吃女九的早餐
讚啦!!! 真的很好吃 慧詩學姊真的對我太好了，還載我回大一女 =)

上微積分 心情算不錯
雖然有趴桌一下並沒有很久

下午也就沒課啊～
一下課就陪愷欣去SEVEN買中餐 去共同吃 一邊聊天一邊吃
聊到系上的活動與人性
和愷欣聊天 我永遠快樂～
接下來的時間就待在漁房... 讚哥，怡靜，昱雯還有其他同伴們幫我讀小說
好愛你們喔

晚上去地震練排球 看到有場就會開心起來
今天 球感算不錯 我現在盡量能夠接到位了！
和妞妞 & 昱雯跑動船 跑了超過一百遍 讚～
謝謝若晞陪著我們練給我們建議改變我們姿勢！

今天總共練了 6 小時的球...
早起... 精神好好 以後一定要這樣過生活
效率也會變好

我真的好開心 =) 好吧，雙雙要睡覺去了～ 晚安！