too ashamed right now to do anything besides stare blankly at my lab textbook and the computer and my messy desk, then at the camera that I was supposed to put to good use today. why? how could I forget? why do I always do this? why.
真的好難過
for so many different reasons
為什麼我要這麼多 卻什麼都做不好？
am I going to stay here forever?
failing at everything I want the most, failing at the things I don't even want, failing at the life I've imagined for myself, for my future?
this isn't going anywhere
and that's a problem
難過有什麼用
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