04 April 2011
124
吼。
我已經沒什麼耐心理你們了
大家說 妳需要什麼才來找我是很正常的事 這是文化差異嗎 我覺得一點都不正常 我覺得是無情 不把妳朋友的感受放在眼裡 拋下關心妳的人不管 對你來說是很自然的事嗎？希望妳這樣會開心喔 以後不開心我們可不耍你們了
女排比會計當天我在實驗室裡跑到妳顯微鏡前面說 我們今天要比賽 妳做好了嗎？大家都如此的興奮 妳卻不理我 結果妳到了球場 排球鞋沒穿 護膝沒帶 什麼都沒準備好 我看到妳就很生氣 竟然遲到成這種樣子 還有面子對場上的學姊說話嗎？
最近不只這件事情 其實很多 懶得寫下來 because you're not even worth my time.
我不管了 大家說我比較直接 不想台灣人會比較靦腆 下次你們決定參加我們團體活動如果閃成這種樣子我有可能會無法忍耐直接罵出來了 人家不敢罵我敢 而且我也不會有意思道歉 除非你們想先主動跟大家說對不起 真是夠了
01 April 2011
123
The little things that whiz through your mind in the last few minutes before sleep consumes you are not very little at all. For me, they've always been a whirlwind that torpedoes at top-speed across my brain, as the sheep trying to get me to sleep realize that their little fence in the little green meadow has been spun away by said tornado. Nothing is so little in my mind.
After high school I stopped talking about this, because I remember how sick love can make you, and how experience can teach you, it's not wise to rush into any sound relationship without first setting your boundaries and knowing what you want. I sound like such a little girl when I talk about love, but I would be lying through my teeth if I said I don't think about this often. One of my classmates told me that a 學長, while describing me, said he believed I wouldn't end up with someone my own age, because I'm more 成熟, and am more likely to end up with a 學長. And since then I've been re-evaluating myself.
I lay in bed every night, and the last thing that torpedoes through my mind is always this. I stare at the ceiling and clutch the covers, sometimes with my iPod linked to my ears as music flows through my earbuds. And I always wonder, why? Of all the things in the world, why is it that this is what I want most? To be loved, to be married only once, to a person to whom I will give not only my heart, but my life; to have children and raise them to be honorable members of society, to grow old, older with him, to spend the rest of my life committed to one person in all that I do.
This is my 幸福. But why do I dream of things that are so far away?
None of my posts make sense anymore.
After high school I stopped talking about this, because I remember how sick love can make you, and how experience can teach you, it's not wise to rush into any sound relationship without first setting your boundaries and knowing what you want. I sound like such a little girl when I talk about love, but I would be lying through my teeth if I said I don't think about this often. One of my classmates told me that a 學長, while describing me, said he believed I wouldn't end up with someone my own age, because I'm more 成熟, and am more likely to end up with a 學長. And since then I've been re-evaluating myself.
I lay in bed every night, and the last thing that torpedoes through my mind is always this. I stare at the ceiling and clutch the covers, sometimes with my iPod linked to my ears as music flows through my earbuds. And I always wonder, why? Of all the things in the world, why is it that this is what I want most? To be loved, to be married only once, to a person to whom I will give not only my heart, but my life; to have children and raise them to be honorable members of society, to grow old, older with him, to spend the rest of my life committed to one person in all that I do.
This is my 幸福. But why do I dream of things that are so far away?
None of my posts make sense anymore.
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