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what a stark contrast with my last post : (
批評人家並不是好事，但我對沒謙遜沒良心的人完全沒耐心，也不會對他們怎樣的客氣. 竟然敢對台大表出這種態度，對本地生非常沒有禮貌. 讓我覺得... 好煩喔!!! D:<


yesterday night, in chinese class, we spent three hours doing 自我介紹. one guy stood up and went to the front. he said "我回來台灣... 是因為要照顧我奶奶... oh, and 順便來讀書." everyone thought this was really funny and cracked up about it but in my head i was thinking that is so. much. bull. you talk like getting into NTU is just a side project alongside your endeavors to take care of your grandmother (which, by the way, i find incredibly difficult to believe. since when did this responsibility fall on your shoulders?). i don't think you realize how hard 本地生 work to get into this school, and you obviously fail to recognize the fact that YOU took a spot away from another qualified student who wanted to come here. if you don't care enough, why are you here? if you're here "just for the heck of it" and aren't going to take this experience seriously, NTU made a serious mistake in accepting you.

when asked to talk about his interests, his hometown, and his parents, he said, “我喜歡睡覺，吃東西，打瞌睡. okay. i'm done." when the teacher stopped him, he stood on the podium for five. FIVE. minutes arguing with the teacher about why he had to talk about his real interests. “為什麼我需要講？我的城市很無聊啊！沒事做！我也沒什麼喜歡做得." what? WHAT? everyone was laughing and people thought it was funny, but i was sitting there thinking this is a humongous waste of time.

i sound like a killjoy. honestly, i actually want to get something done in that class. obviously, you do not share this desire, because you wasted my time arguing about something that you could describe in THIRTY SECONDS. simple. what is wrong with you. WHY are you here when someone who deserves this spot MUCH MORE than you didn't get in.